July 18, 2011

Why is it so hard??

When my life was structured and I knew what to expect, it was so much easier to get things in order and follow a structured eating/exercise plan.  With Ally in the mix, and not working right now, it is next to impossible. I know what to do...I help others figure out what to do, I have the time, but I just feel so overwhelmed with it all that I get frustrated and give up after only a week or two.  Having someone to share it with and go through it with made it so much easier. Tackling it (and life) alone is soooo much harder.  I hope I can find that groove and passion I had for health and fitness again soon...this slump is killing me. I don't want to go backwards. That is the scariest thing ever to me.