August 18, 2005

Thank Yous

I have been realizing lately just how many people it takes as a support network in order to lose weight...and I have quite a support network. It consists of so many people, some I hardly know, others I have known forever and love with all my heart. So I decided that they deserve some recognition...In the style of my "fat-loss Grammy award winning moment" I'd like to thank,

Michelle, Sara, Bill, June (class instructors from Goodlife) for being kick ass instructors and really knowing how to keep a girl motivated. Special props to Michelle for taking a true interest in my progress and giving me someone I want to impress. I need that to be successful.

Brooke (running trainer) for really knowing how to get a group of non-running girls motivated enough to get up at 5:00 am in the morning to run atleast 6 kilometers...and having the great sense of knowing when and how to push us, as well as when to back away.

Kelly - the girl who asked me to go to the gym with her...you hardly knew me at the time yet was willing to bring me with you to the gym, show me around AND go with me almost every day. Despite the fact that you are in fabulous shape you made me feel like we were at the level...that means more to me then you will ever know! Knowing that you'd be disappointed in me not going gave me the extra push I needed to get my butt in gear. Please hurry up and come back to Ottawa :)

Heather D. and Tineka - the gals who introduced me to weight watchers - Although both with very different goals then me, the two of you more than willingly set me up with the info I needed to get started and the motivation I needed to stay on track in attempting to do weight watchers at home. The great snack ideas and food items that you guys told me about made getting through the cravings much easier and having people that didn't think I was crazy when talking about "2 points" for food made me feel a bit more sane.

Sonia - for asking me to join you in running, not once, not twice but three times. Even after I said no, you asked again and made me question why I was saying no. It was the best decision I have made in a long time!

Sean - my first weight watchers leader - When I decided to first officially join weight watchers (i.e. go to meetings rather than do it on my own)I was very nervous You were the BEST leader a girl could ask for, so motivational and always had the right words to say when the scale was up or down...I always left there feeling like a better person, whether I was heavier or lighter. The new leader just isn't the same. I miss you a lot!

Therese - for understanding without questioning. I love you!

Gilly, Donna, the Australian Gals, random posters - For offering such words of encouragement and knowing what to say to put a smile on my face...despite the fact that you hardly even know me. When someone replies to anything I post on here, it makes me want to post more, and that is what keeps me accountable, and that is what I need!

Melissa - For knowing exactly what I am going through because you are in the exact same place. You are the person I can really relate to, and I know that you feel the same. Being able to share our ideas and recipes while on totally different plans, makes things so much more fun!

Mom and Jody (my sister) - for keeping up to date with my weight loss and giving me the support I didn't really think I'd be able to get from home since I am away...I didn't really know either of you knew how to work a computer! Also for actually being interested in my progress, calling the minute I get home form my meetings to see how it went, and congratulating me with every small step. This means more to me then you will ever know!

Dad - for writing me a small email that said the weight loss was fantastic and that you could really see a difference. You can't possibly know how much that meant to me!

Barb - for having the personality I wish I had when it comes to my body. You carry yourself with such pride and confidence I only wish I had. You can talk to anyone and be comfortable with who you are. I hope someday I can say the same about myself.

My Uncles - you buggers who always are the ones to have something to say when it comes to teasing me about my weight - when you actually commented on the loss I was so shocked, and impressed!

Josh - you are my rock, my beacon, my peace. For saying you are proud of me at 5:00 in the morning when I get up to run. For eating anything I give you and appreciating that I am contributing to a healthier life for both of us, for telling me on the day I felt like I looked horrible that I was looking great and you really were noticing a huge difference, for pushing me to stay motivated, and not letting me buy the tub of ice cream, for making me feel special, for loving me.

To all of you (and I am sure this list is only going to expand as I think of people I may have forgotten) I have times when I think no one understands, and no one cares or even is there for support. Making this list gives me something to look at to see just how many people I have for support! Thank you for being a part of the toughest thing I have ever done in my life.

6 comments:

Krystle said...

Carol, I'm sooo proud of you. You are my inspiration, girl, seriously. If you can do it, then I can to.

I luv you!!!

Anonymous said...

HEH CAROLYN, JENN HERE I'VE BEEN READING UP ON YOU QUITE OFTEN. JODE ALWAYS KEEPS ME INFORMED ON HOW YOUR PROGRESS IS COMING. CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR RECENTLY AWARDED PEWTER PIN! YOU HAVE SO MUCH MOTIVATION AND DRIVE, I THINK ITS WONDERFUL THAT YOU TAKE US ALONG ON YOUR JOURNEY BECAUSE TRUTH OF THE MATTER IS ...THAT ITS A DIFFICULT JOURNEY ....AND THOUGH AT TIMES YOU MAY FEEL AT THE BOTTOM OF THE PIT, JUST STOP AND THINK FOR A MINUTE HOW FAR ALONG YOU HAVE CAME..YOU DEFINATELY HAVE INSPIRED ME TO GET OFF MY ASS AND DO SOMETHING, AND AS I SEE IT YOU HAVE QUITE THE FAN CLUB. NO MORE CHANTING FOR CASEY ON IDOL, HERES TO CARO!!!!!!! A NEW YOU! TAKE CARE, I'LL PROBABLY SEE YOU WHEN YOU GET HOME.

Anonymous said...

What is with you and making me cry???? I can't wait to see you this week when you come home.See ya soon.
Love YA
Jody

Anonymous said...

hello sis i just wqbted to tell u that u are an awesome role model for people who are struggling to loose wait and i just wanted to let u know that u have the right attidue and persavaalince and that im very proud to call u my sister love u lots keep up the good attidue and i love u lots bye bye

Anonymous said...

carolyn,we are sooooooooooooooooooooooo proud of you to, in more ways than one. keep up the good work, cant wait to see you in 4 more days love ya

Thérèse said...

*tears up*

Daw!

You know, Caro, this website is helping a lot of people connect with you and give you feedback on your (very personal) journey. Not to mention, encouring those who are on a simliar journey. You're inspirational, you know.

I appreciate knowing how you're doing, because it helps me understand even better. And it makes me smile, and proud, and be sooooooo happy for you when you reach those milestones you set for yourself. I can see you taking the steps towards becoming who you want to be in EVERY way, inside and out.

And the best part? You are slowly realizing how beautiful you really and truly are. How beautiful we already knew you were.




And totally unrelated to this particular post, which is why it is in italics...... It was soooooooooo great to see you on Wednesday, and it proved to me once again, for the gadzillionth time, that it doesn't matter what you do with your friends, you know you're really friends when you can do nothing and feel really, really great about the time you spent doing that nothing.

I love you and hope I'll see you again soon!!!!!!!!!!!